Feeling down

[Leesalou]

feeling down last few days,

Got my nurse appointment on 3rd, & hopefully start 18th July,

I'm Constantly over thinking everything and feeling ergh all the time due to metformin tablets,

I think it's just the realisation that my 2nd round of ivf is soon coming round and although I'm trying my hardest to try stay positive, negativity is overtaking badly 😭

Anyway rant over,

🍀🍀Wishing everyone lots of luck on there journeys where ever they maybe on it 🍀🍀

Xx

[AllyBell88]

Bless you! Hang in there. I was like you waited to get the metformin in my system. It's awful stuff! Things do get better Ilonce you get going again you'll be focussed and cope better I promise 😘Xx

[Leesalou in reply to AllyBell88]

Thanks for your reply, just when I think they're settled in my system then they make me feel pants again, just make me feel sick and lost appetite and yes hopefully after Monday appointment be happier it's the unknown and no guarantee that makes me feel down, xx

[AllyBell88 in reply to Leesalou]

I find avoiding sugar all together worked for me as it just makes me ill! (No cakes/sweets etc.) it is awful/down right miserable but it will hopefully be a means to a good end. My egg quality does seem better this round (touch wood) keep at it your strong 😘Although very often don't feel like it you will get through this. Hope Monday goes well let me no how u get on. Will be thinking of you. Xx

[Leesalou in reply to AllyBell88]

Thanks Hun, yes I've cut down on sugar, I don't really eat sweets and I don't eat chocolate as it gives me bad spots, one week I'll be find next not

Not feeling very Strong it's the not knowing that's breaks you down, thanks and yes will update after my Monday appointment not long to go now, xx

[AllyBell88 in reply to Leesalou]

Bless you I no that feeling well 😘 You just can't seem to shake it and it's something you never stop thinking about/feeling sad about. Our review appointment gave us hope and I no you'll feel the same after Monday hang in there. Be kind to yourself 😘Xx

[Leesalou in reply to AllyBell88]

Thanks xx

[Leesara]

Thanks LeeSalou. Just seen your other post re feeling down. Hope u have good support and sending u good wishes.

[Leesalou in reply to Leesara]

Thanks chick, yes have support from hubby my fur baby Ollie and my sister, and all on here, x

[_MrsC]

Sorry to hear you're feeling down. I felt quite anxious as we were heading towards our 2nd cycle. I was trying to be positive but the negative thoughts kept creeping in. I hope once you get going with it that your positivity will return. Sending a big hug. x

[Leesalou in reply to _MrsC]

Thanks MrsC, think I'm feeling that too, like a roller coaster of emotions where I keep think the worst, and yes I hopefully will be back on track when I get going, thanks for your reply xx

[E_05]

Must be something in the air - I started to feel really anxious today about starting my 2nd fresh cycle end of July.

It's so hard to remain positive following such heart ache and I know each day brings different emotions so hopefully tomorrow things will seem a little better, hang in there xx

[Leesalou in reply to E_05]

Thanks for your reply, sorry to hear your feeling anxious too,

When do you start mines hopefully 18th,

It is hard really is just wish there was a guarantee that it work. It's also Monday and Mondays I'm not a fan lol

Hope you fee your self again soon xx

[E_05 in reply to Leesalou]

Ah thank you, hope you do to.

I go to see the nurse on the 4th so hopefully find out more of a definite (well as possible lol) date then.

So true and I'm with you on Monday mornings! Lol are you doing a fresh or frozen cycle? X

[Leesalou in reply to E_05]

Day before you, going over my treatment plan, shown injections, I'm currently on the pill too, we maybe on the same dates for 2nd cycle,

Fresh as I didn't have anything to freeze first cycle and it was back in 2011 my failed cycle, I do feel more positive this time round as my hydrosalpinx has been sorted so I'm hoping that's the only reason why it failed before, this cycle is NHS my first was private, x

[E_05 in reply to Leesalou]

Oh okay all sounds positive, hope everything works out for you this time. I've had 2 frozen cycles since my 1st fresh, both unsuccessful so was happily surprised when my consultant said I could try fresh again but now nervous it won't be as good as my first fresh - our minds so know how to drive us crazy! would be good to have someone to talk to who's going through it at the same time 🙂 xx

[Leesalou in reply to E_05]

Yes defiantly, this group is so lovely as you get to talk to real people going through the same as you, and hope works out for you too, let us know how you get on on the 4th, xx

[E_05 in reply to Leesalou]

That's so true! Will do, same to you. Hopefully our apts will bring re assuring news to us both xx

[Leesalou in reply to E_05]

I'm also having our bloods done hepatitis and hiv on 3rd as my last ones are out of date

Yes hopefully they do, yes I will keep you posted, I've followed you now xx

[Princes14]

Sending you positivity and good vibes on your second cycle! Good luck and hope you see results 🍀

[Leesalou in reply to Princes14]

Thanks for your message,

Good luck with your journey xx

[Alice_W123]

Thank you.

I wish you luck.

All should be fine, you can handle it and have a baby

[Caz87]

Hi Lessalou

I know how you feel with the negativity! I'm feeling exactly the same. I think it's so hard for us not to overthink stuff because it's our bodies. Always thinking 'what was that twinge?' 'What does that mean?' I wish I could have a holiday from my brain sometimes!! Anyway I'm sending you positive vibes. You can do this! x

[Leesalou in reply to Caz87]

Thanks, yes I defiantly need a holiday from my brain lol

Wishing you luck on your journey xx