Girls, I'm so silly... I had my beta day yesterday morning, at least it was booked for morning, and I slept right through my alarm...However I pulled myself together and went to a hospital. Anyways, I took my blood but was told that I would receive results only today. So, I've got them...BFN ! and I proclaim that I'm starting surrogacy process. It's sad and painful, but honestly I feel kind of relief. It's not a misacrriage anyway and it's not the end of life. I've met many women who are going through surrogacy and they are happy about this. Thy can do whatever they want and basically enjoy their lives. Now I'm with them. Still didn't tell my husband..I'll make a dinner and have some wine at last!
I'm very grateful to all of you who supported me through this, I'm thinking of you and pray for your positive outcome. Lots of love to you!!! xxx