So had the awful two week wait. But somehow made it.... Happily it was BFP. I was so shocked. I was convinced not pregnant. And since then been extra careful about food and stuff. All the usual.
Well first scan today. Not so good news. The sac looked empty. There may be something but it may be too early to see. So back next week. It's extra painful because this is exactly what happened with my previous two pregnancies and we ended up going back and forth for sodding scans. Each time feeling worse.
I just don't know what we will do after this. I am not very optimistic at this point. It's been such a long and horrible journey since we fell pregnant the first time in 2011. And then again early 2012. And then suffering with endo and waiting years for someone to believe me and finally getting diagnosed and treated last year.
Now the ivf rollercoaster. I don't know how people have the strength to keep doing this. I am not sure that I do. Hats off to you all. And bless all the souls out there on this horrific journey. Xxxx