2 week wait and going crazy.....

[NDE1987]

Ladies I am losing the plot.... I am seriously going crazy in this 2ww! It's the most hardest part of this whole process. I have returned back to work today and I am currently 3dp5dt....I am just getting period cramps... I want to have faith but I'm my mind I feel like it's all already over. My husband is so happy one minute then so negative the next. Arghhhh!!

How will I cope until the test date... Which is 12th June!!!! Crazy it's 12 days away 😤😤😤

Part of me is happy I have 4 ❄️❄️❄️❄️ but if this one dosent stick then why would the others??

Sorry for my rant....I will stay away from Google.... 😚😚😚 Xxz

[emu2016]

STICK WITH IT!!! FIND YOUR INNER SUPERWOMAN!

You can do this! Did you plan your days out? Make a timetable for each day and cross it off! Include things to do, seeing friends, what's for tea, things to watch! AND IGNORE THOSE CRAMPS! Remember.... that could be the damn drugs!

xx

[NDE1987 in reply to emu2016]

Emu2016....thank you for your reply!! I planned things for my days off but now I am back at work I thought I would have been ok but I'm worse!!! We are busy this weekend so that will be a distraction and I am on a course all of next week....just wish I could block this from my head!!! X

[Hidden]

Know how you feel I am 7dp5dt and feel like I am losing my mind. I am at work but my concentration is shocking and I go from positive to negative thoughts approx every 5 mins lol xx

[NDE1987 in reply to Hidden]

Button! I am exactly like you! Crazy happy thoughts one minute to crazy negative ones the minute after 😂😂😂 why do we have to go through this! I was talking to my embryo on Tuesday...and now I feel if I talk to it I will be talking to my lunch and the embryo won't be there!! X

[Hidden in reply to NDE1987]

I know it's crazy!! I talk to mine and sing even though my singing is defo not an incentive to stick lol xx

[NDE1987 in reply to Hidden]

Lol!!! We only try our best!! But I am more happier after reading all your ladies comments positive thoughts​! Positive thoughts! This is meant to be our time! Xx

[CountryCat]

Oh I so understand!! Never in my wildest dreams would I imagine that this could be so trying and draining. I never slept last night from worry - my anxiety levels are through the roof. Had cramps but they disappeared yesterday and now I am feeling somewhat negative!

Oh to not have this insane worry!! There right beside you hun...we will make it 😘

[Hidden in reply to CountryCat]

This is my 5th try so you think I would be used to it but they seem to just get harder. All we can do is all stick together and support each other ❤️❤️

[CountryCat in reply to Hidden]

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[NDE1987 in reply to CountryCat]

Thank you so much hun!! We will make it through all together! But I just want my mind to switch off! I wish I had a off button.....I just want to be home aswell...we have got this!! X

[Hidden]

Hang in there lovely - I hope the sun has been shining where you are and has filled you with positive vibes. Sending positivity your way xxxxx

[NDE1987 in reply to Hidden]

Thanks pumpkin, the sun is shinning and I feel more happier although at the back of my head I have the niggly little devil saying it's not worked, I am pushing that to one side and saying "IT WILL WORK!!" This is my time. It has to work!!!! Iv done and been through far to many emotions for it not to work!! X

[Hidden in reply to NDE1987]

I understand - there will always be a doubt - only normal. The hardest thing is to not focus on the little devil & focus on the positives instead. Glad you've done​some meditation - that's my plan for this evening after injections​ are done. Get some nice positive growing vibes for my follicles! Take care xxxx

[Georgina78]

It's so hard 😩 We should all be safely sedated for the whole 2ww! Hope it gets better Hun, I can recommend some good books if you're a reader & could concentrate! Xx

[NDE1987 in reply to Georgina78]

Aww thanks lovely, I just done some meditation and gosh it makes you feel so much better!! How are you feeling x

[Georgina78 in reply to NDE1987]

Oh good 👍🏻I'm still quite sad really, just feeling what I feel, being patient with myself and having a break from it all. Still no idea what we'll do next but I'm sure we'll know in time, thank you xx

[NDE1987 in reply to Georgina78]

Awww Hun I know you feel, iv had 3 previous failures and I don't even know what it feels like to see the words pregnant on a pee stick! I think this is why I feel so down about this cycle, but I need to keep telling myself iv got further in this cycle with all my others as in more eggs! And some frozen. But like you know it dosent always mean success, it's the implantation that sucks . Just take time out and Im sure the answers to your questions will be answered after a break. It's such a shame there isn't much research out on implantation failure x