Despite having 11 follicles (best number yet) Devastated. Trying desperately to stay positive as we are not out till the phone call tomorrow. But can't help feel our chances slipping through our fingers. 1st cycle 5 eggs, BFP but miscarried at 16 weeks. 2nd cycle one egg, BFP but lost at 6 weeks. Now this. Im the slimmest I've been in years (lost 18lbs), the fittest, and the most relaxed in the last week. All boxes ticked. But my body clearly is just crap.
I know it ain't over till it's over but I need to be prepared for the worst.
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Keeping everything crossed for you, this journey is so tough! Well done for making all those positive changes in your life, hopefully your egg is going to be a perfect one as a result xxxx
It does. Just hope it's got what it takes, and the sperm and egg manage to get it on. 😉 Doubt I'll sleep again tonight - need to try as need to be on form tomorrow to take whatever news they have xx
I remember the feeling so well of feeling my body was 'crap' and couldn't do what other women found so easy. But it is not yours or your bodies fault. We wouldn't blame ourselves in this way for any other illness. It is so hard having cycles that don't respond well on a treatment that is hard enough on its own. I will keep everything crossed for your solo warrior and hope the next few days brings you some more positive news. Hugs and best wishes xx
You are a strong woman, lovely lady 😘Try not to think into tomorrow yet, cope with today's news and recovering from collection. Preferably with Ben and Jerry's, duvet and a good old box set! Tomorrow is another day, my love however fingers, toes, legs and eyes are crossed for you in the meantime 😘😘😘😘🤞🤞🤞🤞
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🎉🎉🎉By the way, you are AMAZING!!! 18lb weigh loss!! That's awesome!!!!! 🙌🎉🎉🎉
Haha think I've made a good effort at putting a few of those lbs back on today with what I've eaten! Allowing myself today to wallow and if we get good news in the morning I'll be back on the straight and narrow! Thank you for your kind words 😘 xx
Hoping you have a positive phone call tomorrow. Have faith in your egg and try to have a restful night. Fingers crossed. x
HeyweeMrs, sorry you have not had more eggs at collection today you must be emotionally drained, I bet that little singleton is strong and fighting. Stay positive its far from over, only 1 is produced naturally for a reason! Everything crossed for your call tomorrow.xx
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1 egg fertilised from 8 donor eggs which were collected 
Embryologist called only 1 egg fertilised
Happy but terrified - its BFP!
Update on measuring behind - another loss 😔 no embryos left
