Hi i am new to here. My husband and i have been trying for 3 years with no sucess. I'm an endo sufferer and have had 3 ops for it. I've been down the fertility route and have had the blood tests and the awful dye test which cramped my womb and gave me contractions. It had to be abandoned and done in an op. They also found a small cyst on my ovary which they drained. I was give the 6 cycles of Clomid and that also failed. The doctor told me in August last year that my egg count was 2.2% and that i needed it to be over 5% to get IVF. And that was that. She said "miracles do happen" and my file was closed. I feel so lost and empty. I feel like a part of me has died. Even though i know there's no hope, i still have a tiny bit of hope in me every month, but, every month comes and i have the feeling of loss all over again. I was hoping to connect with someone/people in a similar situation.