I can't believe it but we got a negative (well 2 actually as I didn't want to believe the first). We are in shock. I had a bad feeling over the last few days but I still had hope.
When we embarked on the long & lonely IVF journey this was my biggest fear - giving my body over to a process and having no control over the outcome.
Everything seemed to be going in our favour - I produced loads of follicles, had a 5 day transfer, avoided OHSS, have 8 little frozen embryos.
Today my biggest fear has been realised. The next few days will be filled with why's and what if's.
The one good outcome of the last few months has been finding this forum & hearing stories of beautiful, strong and inspirational women - many who have been on much harder paths than me.
Thank you to each of you for sharing your experiences and giving me hope that there are brighter days ahead.
Sending positive vibes all of your ways