Thank you all for your kind wishes and support yesterday. It helps to have somewhere safe to turn to. We got the call this morning and unfortunately our little egg didn't even fertilise and wasn't good quality. So it's all over.
We are devastated, both my husband and I have been crying a lot trying to come to terms with what's happened. I feel like this is the end of my fertility journey with my own eggs, this is my body's way of showing me that it's over. I'm finding it hard to get my head round but we have accept the dark reality that there isn't any point throwing more money at this.
We will be taking a few months out to heal ourselves and try to enjoy the next couple of months. It's my 40th in May and I would like to enjoy that before we move forwards with any more treatment. Then I think it's back to Barcelona to try with our 3 frozen donor embies.
We are not giving up yet, we will just need to take a different path to parenthood. Thank you all for your support, it really does help through the dark days.