So today I tested early, and we finally got our positive 💕💕 I am in shock, disbelief, utterly astounded, gob smacked etc etc!!
I am very aware that we have had a few bfn's this past week and my heart breaks with you for your losses. It really does I am so so so sorry.
But I am so incredibly grateful for my bfp today, I have no words. This journey has literally been long and treacherous for us, with abandoned cycles, losses, surgeries and so much more before we have finally reached this stage and I still can't believe it's true.
I'm very conscious that we are not out of the woods yet and with past history I am at high risk of miscarriage again but for now I am revelling in my joy and enjoying my moment, but not taking it for granted.
I love seeing positive posts as it always gives me hope that one day we'll get there. And today I feel like we have. I hope I can help give others a boost of encouragement to show that absolutely cracking flipping miracles can happen!!
I have stage 4 endometriosis and in all I have had 9 plus surgeries in the last 18 years for various reasons, approx one every other year. I don't have a full sized womb anymore due to some of it having to be removed. I had a miscarriage in January 2016. Half way through this cycle of ivf they found a lump in my uterus so our cycle had to be abandoned and I had to go and have it removed. Thankfully it was benign. And so much more I can't even fit it all in a post.
I never thought we'd get to this day. We've had IVF and ICSI and today we got a positive. Unbelievable.
I'll let you know how my pregnancy progresses and I look forward to reading everyone else's updates too.
Sending lots of love to the whole group and thank you all so much for your support along the way.