Yesterday was the first day out of the 2ww with no symptoms so I began to feel relaxed. Did a little house work got a food shop in but
this morning I've woken up with period like cramps & a little brown spotting when I wipe (sorry if tmi). My period is due in a few days time so I just feel like my body is gearing up for it.
Naturally this has made me feel incredibly upset, like it's all over. My DH comforted me before going to work & we're trying to remain positive but it's so hard.
In the past I've had 2 BFP & then both times bleed a few days after so I discovered I had chemical pregnancies. Therefore I get incredibly anxious that if I do get a BFP again i will be over the moon but I expect a period to happen & for it to all be over again so all the hurt comes back.
I'm trying so hard to remain positive as I've not actually taken any tests yet & I had what I thought was implantation spotting on 1dp 5dt. It was also accompanied by a different type of cramping to period cramps. It felt like my body was trying to do something but now I just feel so sad that it could be all over again.
I think the next few days will feel long & be emotional. I just hope & pray this still works.😪