Yesterday I started spotting, was a light pink and so light could barely notice it I only knew it was there because I was wearing a liner and it had some pink/brown on it, as the day went on the cramps got more period like the spotting got heavier and I was burning up to the point I was sweating, all typical of pre period for me, was convinced that my period was about to start that I was devastated been crying in my husbands arms all night and even went to bed wearing a towel, just in case I started full on bleeding as sometimes I don’t get the few days warning of spotting and cramping beforehand it just starts!
Woke up this morning and still no bleeding but I’m still burning up, cramps gone and feel like I need to pee even though I don’t and have the feeling I’m about to bleed any minute which I felt I had on Sunday but was nowhere near as bad as this
I’ve read through some posts from women who’ve bled and still got their bfp or still had AF cramps and it’s given me s tiny shred of hope that this is normal and I may still be pregnant and want to carry on until Sunday do my test and find out once and for all what the true result is.
I just need to find out now so I can just draw a line under it and try to recover before I try this again, I get really bad periods and can soak through a tampon and towel within an hour on my heaviest days but can’t take anything for it until I get a definite bfn, I feel like I’m waiting for the inevitable and as soon as the symptoms go away I pick myself up, give myself hope only for it to be taken away just as quick.
I can’t face work today but am going to go in anyway, will take a heavy layer of makeup to hide my face but need to try and keep everything normal as possible.