Got a positive pregnancy test this am, happy but not over the moon due to feeling anxious about the long road ahead and if this one will be our rainbow baby..
This is going to be a really tough journey and after a miscarriage, chemical and stillbirth I am really scared! All my innocence about pregnancy has gone and so I feel really vulnerable but I hope one day I will be able to enjoy this I just 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 this is our sibling for Harrison and our take home baby..
I guess I have to keep busy and just get through each day ahead one step at a time but that is easier said than done!
1st decision is wether or not to start on aspirin, fertility clinic said straight from positive pregnancy test and obstetrics said not until 12 weeks?? The only reservation I have is that I had very very heavy bleeding when pregnant with Harrison so I am a bit scared to take it but if I don't and I miscarry I will blame myself!! Going to ring clinic for advice.
I hope I am not getting carried away too soon just want to give it my best shot as can't take anymore heartache..
Anyway natural FET's do work 😊 If anyone needs reassurance about that xx