Hope everyone is well.
As we are booked in for TESA next week as my DH had a vasectomy long before we met each other I have started to panic. What if they do not get any sperm? What will that do to his brain?
Basically, whilst ever he was the one to have had the vasectomy it was his choice - now we both want a child what if they do not retrieve any sperm and tell us that there was never any there to start with? He is really worried now and I am worried about his state of mind in the event that that is what they tell us.
OMG - I am slightly worried as he has said that will be for him to deal with - BUT,.... Big But, as we never thought we would be able to have children now that we have started this journey we both secretly and silently are hoping and praying that they do find sperm so we can at least have a chance. If they don't find any I fear that is this journey over - although they mentioned donor at the Unit I cannot believe that either of us would entertain donor sperm as if I cannot have DHs, then I will have to settle with my dogs / cats / horses!!!!
Sorry for the long rant but OMG, a week to go and this has just hit me - what will happen to him if they say nothing found....... what will happen to me???
If anyone has been through this OR if you DH had a successful TESA / PESA then please let me know just to lift my mood / give me hope....