Had transfer today. Wish I felt more positive. Only 6 cell, but now grade 2 from a one as some fragmentation present which has worried me slightly. The embryologist said not to worry about it as some fragmentation can be normal and at least today it has divided as it should, so I'm really really trying to be positive and hopeful. Just so very hard knowing our outcome last time with technically the same and better results than this time. It's kind of our last chance, for a significant amount of time at least so not working scares the hell out of me.
Been getting weird tummy pains since I got out of the hospital, nothing terrible, just every pain I'm acutely aware of. Sorry, just needed to get it off my chest. Praying to any god who will listen right now