Stepped foot outside the house yesterday after disappointment of BFN on Friday and felt so alien in my surroundings. Shell shocked that life has suddenly changed overnight. Haven't slept through a night since Friday and now face the prospect of going back to work. The reality of being so unprepared during my 2ww is creeping up on me and I can't stop thinking that I didn't do enough to nurture my two precious embryos. Most of all I feel so sorry to my husband who looked after me so meticulously during that time but I didnt appreciate the delicacy of the situation. I'm trying not to blame myself, and to stay positive and focused on the future but I'm really struggling. When does it get better? Sorry for negativity 😓
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