My husband and I are on a waiting list to receive ICSI via the NHS. The wait we were initially told to expect was 2 months but it has now more than doubled to 4 and a half month. I found out this disappointing news on the same day that I learned that I had lost my job. That was a bad day. And in fact I continue to feel pretty bad, close to tears, and very low. I don't have the energy to find another job. How can I convince someone to hire when I don't want a job, all I want is a baby. Nothing else matters.