So today is test day and it's positive to say im shocked is an understatement! I know Its still very early days so trying to stay grounded. I just want to share my story for people who are starting the journey to tell you there is hope, so don't give up. We got married July 2012 and wanted to start a family tried and nothing. So many people we knew who got married after us got pregnant on honeymoon made me cry sometimes. So after 12 months with no luck we went to the doctors and I told a white lie that we had been trying for 18 months. They said they'd test the hubby first, took a sample and then day we were going on holiday had appt for results no sperm in sample. My hubby felt useless that it was his fault he couldn't give me the one thing I wanted. So we got referred which kept going wrong paperwork went missing so I paid private to go see consultant saw in 2 days which nhs said would be 3-4 months!! He told us hubby could have an op to see if there was sperm but it wasn't getting through. Got date for op April hubbys boss wouldn't let him have time off, this made me very mad, she had no children! So waited another 6 weeks and had op, got results same day which wasn't good there was 40% chance they would find something smd they didn't. This made hubby very down and he was in a bit of pain which didn't help. Anyway we picked ourselves up and went back and they discussed a donor which is the next best thing, we had counciling wasn't sure about it but was really useful. So then had to wait to get all my tests done for ivf. They kept loosing my blood results so took longer then it should! Went to see the consultant to discuss my results I had high follicles could tell me if I had POS as they'd lost blood results anyway I didnt. So got our date for seminar were they handed us a date to start which was that month was so excited as I knew I was due on in days! Injections were fine then came to scans which was so up and down because of high follicles results were up and down and they recommended we start again as only 2 folicals but we wanted go try, got 1 egg which fertilised and here we are currently 2-3 weeks pregnant. Thank you for listen to me ramble on and for everyone's support on here. Don't give up you will get there some day somehow!