So my OTD has arrived and unfortunately it's a sad day for us. We are going to take time to come to terms with it, but I'm already wanting to focus on donor eggs. If anyone can share any info for us, we'd really appreciate it. We went to the fertility show in November but it seems a lifetime ago.
Plus I have suspected untreated hydrosalpinx on my tube. Am I entitled for this to be diagnosed and treated under the NHS. ( under my HSG I fainted and they never retested, I did have a follow up laparoscopy, and post operation was to they may need to re operate, but then I had a cancer scar on a hard tumour that was removed- luckily diagnosed a benign a week later, and my hydrolsapinx seemed to have been forgotten) I did mention it prior to starting IVF to a nurse, but she mentioned it would all be ok. Now I've failed and only entitled to one round, I'm questioning whether my body was actually ready to administer IVF because of the hydrosalpinx. I've emailed me clinic this morning. And moving forward, I don't want the same risk happening. Sorry for essay. I just feel very very sad today. 6 years TTC, ended at 4am this morning waiting for a plus sign in my bathroom. Totally bewildered. Totally numb. Can't stop crying. My poor husband too. Feel like such a complete failure, again. Sorry for essay. And sending big loves out there to all on your journey. We'll bounce back, we always do. XXXXXXXX