My partner and I are planning on trying for another baby. We are planning to start in July. My endo has gotten worse since my daughter has started to self wean from breastfeeding and I'm in pain in my legs, colon, lower back and period pain if my clothes have been too tight or I carry heavy loads for too long.
I wondered if I should push for a lap before trying or if I should go for it and hope for the best? I'm worried that I might end up trying for ages before getting surgery or trying and then having a miscarriage. I was lucky enough to have a lap and then conceive within 6 months with my daughter, but I'm panicking that the age gap is getting too big. I feel very selfish for feeling like this, but people without endo can think this way.I realise how lucky I am to have a daughter.