I am feeling very down today - am not a happy bunny at all!
Today was the last day of school ever, and I missed it :/ because I was
in too much pain to move out of bed this morning.
I had sharp pains which prevented me from even sitting up properly.
Every time I tried the pain was so unbearable that when I tried to move I was struck by an awful sharp pain bringing me to tears every-time I tried.
But that's pretty usual for me.
I had missed most of this week, and the last, and a lot the week before that! So I have missed out on my very last days of school which I am gutted about. I am probably never going to see half of these people again, and we're all going off in different directions, so I won't even see my close friends often.
& I don't want to be remembered as 'the girl who was sick all the time', or 'the skiver' - for those who don't understand my situation.
Most of them probably won't remember me at all, because I've missed so much this year.
Everyone will be out celebrating tonight, and I will be stuck in bed with a hot water bottle, wishing I could go out, but can't.
So I am feeling pretty miserable & sorry for myself today, unfortunately.
I'm sick of missing out on life!
Majorly hating this disease.