Laparoscopy concerns

[Adeno2020]

Hi all firstly I hope your all well and having a good start to the day.

I am currently still waiting for my first diagnostic lap for endo (previous lap was for cystectomy). I have been waiting since end of jan beginning of feb, while I know and appreciate Covid has set everything back but this waiting is playing with my head!!

I’m so anxious not for how surgery will be because my last one I was fine recovered quite quickly but I can’t help but over think the whole thing. Will the find endo? Is it there? Are these pains real etc. Why do we do this to ourselves ? I’m in Birmingham and finally am under a Specialist hospital for endo but you still hear of these things happening. How do I chased up a lap? And also did you feel the same ? I also have andeno confirmed via ultrasound (3 scans it shown) then some scans it hasn’t why is it so difficult!