I developed a lump a few years after my children were born on my episiotomy scar which grew bigger when I was on my period. I had never heard of endometriosis so wasn't sure what it was and after backwards and forwards to drs I had the lump removed and was told it was endometriosis. I googled but can find no information on anybody having this problem. I have taken depo ever since but the endo has been steadily getting worse and now I'm worried my only option is surgery. I'm so frightened of surgery and full of anxiety plus the location of endo makes me think to remove it will be a major op. I have looked at lap stories on here and they terrify me more. Do I have any hope not having surgery?