not sure if it is in the right category
I am probably jumping the gun a bit, but after a few years of pain and fatigue (and ultrasounds and tests) i gave up on answers 6 months ago and thought it would just go away, of course it didn't, I'm a lot worse, some days i can't keep my eyes open or stand up straight, and as for sex, no chance with out howling in pain.
I have a favourite doctor but she is impossible to see, she works 1 day and 1 afternoon a week and you can only book her 48 hours in advanced, 3 weeks of trying and i got one, i saw her this morning, i told her everything (she's knows what has gone on through the years as it was her I've seen) i didn't get the usual "infection" "period pains" "pregnant?" "STI?!?!?!?!"
She said she only works there for the day and a half because she works at the gynaecology ward in the hospital (result!)
She said it sounded like Endometriosis, i must say id never heard of it before, but now I'm scared, the pain is ok at the moment, some days its crippling, i struggle with the fatigue, i assumed it was just because i have two kids and one still gets up at night, i also get a aching pain in the lower left hand side of my back.
i feel like crying, i wanted to know what was causing it, but now they think they do know and its not as simple as i was hoping, I've become quite depressed over it and i just want it all to stop.