My period has started today, I feel so down and depressed today, I have really good days and some days I feel so down. Iv lost a lot of friends due to them not being understanding of my current situation, they didn’t seem to understand that I don’t actually want to stay in bed all day, I did want to go out with them all but my body had other ideas. All they saw was “bad period” I barely go out, I legit don’t have much of a life anymore as my endo is so painful. Iv been asking to be referred to a pain clinic for two year...it’s only just been done at the end of November but iv heard nothing as of yet. All I have to a hot water bottle and ibuprofen when my bloating flares up.
I only found out recently that my gynaecologist wasn’t a specialist...iv found and been referred to a endo unit for the 7th of February, so I’m hoping I get listened to and get help! I feel so alone and fed up, I’m 20years old spending my days in bed, breathing out the contracting feelings I get most the time, I try sleep and I get the most horrible anal pain either or my stomach cramps out. Yet no health professionals are helping me out.
Sorry for ranting! Think iv just hit rock bottom today and needed to get it all out