Hi all, I don't mind if anyone doesn't reply I just really need to vent this out!
Over this past week I just feel so rough, pain increasing and spreading to my hip, my back even shooting down my legs. My lower stomach is tender to touch and even just moving and walking causes pain. It feels like someone is stabbing me with a knife and twisting my insides.
I'm absolutely knackered, no energy at all, headaches and foggy headed. I'm nauseous and can't eat a full meal and i'm just so fed up! I've missed work a lot this week and I don't look forward to my upcoming work and I hate that because I love my job. I know it's just the tiredness but part of me just feels like giving up and being tired but part of me doesn't want to let it take over.
I'm going to my doctor next week to refer me to a bsge centre as they've tried to refer back to my normal consultant and don't get me wrong he's great but I've been told it's going to be a 12-16 week wait to even get a general appointment!!!
I'm just so frustrated, I want to feel good and enjoy life but right now I really don't, it makes me anxious despite knowing what is wrong with me and I feel crazy sometimes like what if i'm imagining it all? Sometimes I feel like i'm dying and no one can find what it is etc.
Am I going crazy?