So because of my endometriosis I have been ill in bed all day unable to move and its my birthday! I have never felt so lonely and sad. I can't go out with friends because I will just drag them back because of the amount of pain I am in and no one want to come see me because I am ill. I just want this horrible and crippling illness to go! I am so fed up of feeling exhausted in everything I do. I just want to be able to celebrate like everyone else. To be a normal 20 year old.