Well I haven't been on this for months, sorry to everyone who messaged me and I didn't reply but I had been very deeply depressed for the last while! However, after a seeing a new consultant ONCE!! I am finally getting treatment pre op assessment on the 5th of January! Things are starting to look up after 3.5 years of getting no where with my last consultant I finally found the right woman!
Hope all of you are experiencing some happy times!