okay so I know this is quite an intimate question and I do apologise for asking but it's something that is playing on my mind,
Okay I had a diagnostic lap 2 weeks ago on Tuesday,
I got diagnosed with endo in my pouch of Douglas and pelvic wall,
I had sex with my boyfriend for the first time since the lap last night but I felt really silly as I really couldn't climax?
I know I sound daft but it's been bugging me, do you think it could just be worry with everything that's gone on or because I know what's going on inside me now with the endo???
I don't know I just need someone to talk to because I feel really silly,
I think it was because I couldn't relax due to worrying about everything (aas I've got a lot going on other than the endo) because I kept drying up as well, Which made me and my boyfriend sore,
I am so sorry that this is so detailed and horrible to read but I just don't know how to stop myself worrying as I'm scared now that it's gonna happen when we have sex again
My boyfriend has been so supportive of me and we have been together for 5 years and we are each other's "first" so I know it's not because I don't feel comfortable around him because I feel so comfortable and relaxed around him but I just don't know what's up with me any help would be reaaaallly appreciated girls!
Thank you and once again I'm sorry xxxx