I'm am so sorry for your losses, such heartache an pain to go through.
I'm 32. I found out 11 years an pd was told I wouldn't have children. I had the pill but it didn't agree with me so we tried zoladex for 6 months, I felt good on it, brough I a mini menapause but it helped my pain and give me the ability to live normal as can for 6 months. In this time I went swimming with dolphins a dream come true. A year later my partner and myself were tested and I've course it was my fault. I couldn't give him a child. Went on the list for ivf, had a miscarriage but 3 months later I caught again with my miracle boy.
I then had the coil fitted for pain but it just made things worse and my moods were horrid. Had to have it taken out after 6 an half months, it had dropped and caused so much pain and bleeding. Decided to go back on the zoladex had one does then my doctor offered me the 3 months in one shot, omg it was the worst thing ever. I fell pregnant with my miracle girl just when I was due my fourth shot of zoladex.
I have been suffering for 3 years now. My bowel has become one with my ovaries, I have endo everywhere, u name it it's there. Bladder also deep in my womb so andeo. Yuch
I hate this disease. I'm now on last resort and may not get relief but I have to do something. I'm having hysterectomy in 2 weeks with bowel surgeon to get at the adhesions and endo around bowels.
Time for some research and finding out what works best for you. Take care of you, sending hugs your way xx