I've come to you guys as I feel I have no place to turn re:my endometriosis. I will try to cut a long story short..I got diagnosed with endometrosis and PCOS in 2008. Following a laparoscopy to remove patches from uterus, I felt as though there was much improvement with the size of my periods and pain. Then come to 2012 I am in pain 24/7, but agony when on my period which is almost debilitating with the heavy flow, then the rectal bleeding occurred and sometimes leakage from my back passage (I'm sorry, I'm so embarrassed even typing this). I've been off work here and there every few months for a week or so at a time. (I'm a scrub nurse so it's hard to stand at an operating table for 6 hours in agony and bleeding thru my scrubs). Fast forward to jan this year another laparoscopy, they found more endometriosis which they removed. But 2 days after my discharge from hospital I received a voicemail "I'm a doctor from the hospital could you please get intouch with your consultants secretary first thing Monday" naturally I was worried all weekend with no one to speak to. When I did get in touch after a long weekend! They told me once I've recovered from the op I would need to have another to removed extensive endometrial deposits on my bowel, which are attaching my bowel to the abdominal wall, and more attaching my uterosacral ligament to my bowel and also my rectum is pulled on one side.....9 months later I'm still waiting! Ct scans, have confirmed this! Gynae consultants passing me to colorectal and back again. Nothing is progressing and I desperately want to start a family. Work are very unsympathetic and I feel my job is in jeopardy, my relationship strained. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm sorry to sound so desperate and I know there's people worse out there..just have no place to turn.