So I normally don't write a post unless I've got something new to worry/moan about. However today I'm feeling so positive!! I have just found out that despite everything I have been awarded a first for my ba(hons) degree. It's been such a huge boost and made me think that I can actually achieve things despite my illness. During my four year degree there were many times where I felt like giving up- I missed so much valuable lecture time due to pain and commuted 6 hours a day in order to continue seeing my consultant. The amount of times I was in tears on that bloody train! I have only recently been diagnosed so I also spent a lot of time trying to justify myself to others and wondering whether it was all in my head.
I am now struggling to work full time hours and was feeling guilty and disappointed in myself. However now I have received my results I feel like I should be celebrating positives rather than dwelling on negatives. I have beaten endo once and I'm determined I will continue to win these battles!! X