I have had my first course of zoladex with livial. and feel worse than i did before. I was geting better after my laparotomy and laparscopy and now feel worse. I feel low and teary, sore knees, chest. fatigue, nausea, headeaches, skin changes. I already have fibromyalgia, anxiety and depressio. among other health issues.. My pain in my pelvis area has resolved but still got a tight left hip. I am really scared and confused. I am due my second injection in two weeks time. I have phoned the hospital to see I can see my comsultant before my next injection- I still have not seen anyone since my op in may). iam waiting for someone to call me back.I had a limited life before due to my existing health problems. I feel my life is slipping away.I am 34 and 6 months is a long time to me esp if it makes no difference and means I have to stay off work for the next 5 months. I do not know hoe to handle any of this. My family want me to stay on the drug in the hope it will make me better but I am sick of being ill. I feel so lonely and lost. I have great parents but I don't think I can live like this with this drug inside me for all that time. I am frighened to stop it tho incase I am wrong and this is the only way.