I had my first lap on Friday which confirmed and removed a severe amount of endo. My boyfriend has been wonderful all weekend doing everything around the house for me and generally keeping me calm and happy. He left for his navy base a few hours who leaving me alone for the week. To start with I was fine and continued resting on the sofa in front of rubbish tv. It has now dawned on me that I am alone and keep getting really panicky! I feel so pathetic as I have lived alone for a couple of years and have actually been looking forward to having a few days to myself not really doing anything. I don't know if my hormones have been put out of whack because of the lap or what, but I wish this feeling would pass so that I can get on with things! Well, as much as I can whilst on bed rest!