Feeling totally fed up at the moment and just want it all to be over now!
I have an appointment with a gynacologist on Monday (still don't know 100% if it is endo).
Also, had several blood tests last week and the doctor called today for telephone consultation (as immediate action was not required). I have been cleared of ovarian cancer which is the biggest relief but they have found that I have very low vitamin b12 levels (as does my mother). It just feels like things are piling up and in finding it difficult to cope.
Just very fed up now. I need a break from the pain. My abdomen is swollen particularly large today and not in proportion with my body. It's often like this. I'm sick of moaning but it's the only coping strategy I seem to have at the moment. I have a supportive partner and family unit I have to admit, and I am very lucky for this. But I feel like I have been leaning on people so much recently and it's not fair on them.
Had an op in Feb 2012 to remove a 17cm by 12cm cyst from my left Fallopian tube (which killed my tube). Was told my left ovary was fine and fully funtioning but last month they found that my left ovary is 4 times bigger than the other and they suspect endo. I can't help but feel very emotional now. Any advice or encouraging words would help.