So going by my run day /rest day routine I should have done this run yesterday morning - but didn’t .
I was tired, it was dark, it was cold so I just sat in bed with a cup of coffee and watched the day break .
I was ok with that though , I needed not to be a slave to routine, I needed to listen to my body, go with the flow and have a more flexible attitude 👌....be free 😂
All good 😌
Well for the rest of the day I sniped at myself ..... I should’ve done my run , I could’ve done my run etc. Etc.
Also I got introduced to a whole new family of 👹👿👺👿👹, The ‘Well maybe it was a nine week wonder gremlin’ , the ‘ maybe you just don’t have the stamina ‘ one and the ‘ well maybe there’s a limit to your capabilities and you’ve reached it ‘ one .
At teatime I popped the evening meal in the oven and took Cooper ( lazy labradoodle) a walk . It was a simply lovely Autumn evening , all woodsmoke , heading for twilight , streetlights thinking about it etc. Just perfect .....
Within 20 minutes I had Cooper round the block , home, fed , husband given a brief handover re his dinner , running gear on and out the door for my run 😂😂😂 Leaving husband and dog a bit 🙄🙄🙄
No idea where I was going on this new spontaneous evening run 🤷🏼♀️ , couldn’t go my coastal road , too dark and isolated , so basically I ran round the village again just widened the route , doubling back here and there etc. Wherever there was a streetlight I ran 😂😂😂
In my new found spirit of mixing it up I also ran to with Nike Run Club as recommended by Couchphoenix which I had only downloaded that afternoon.
It was a 35 minute run with the rather brilliant Coach Bennett which actually turned into my 5 km run.
I had no intention of doing 5k but I was 400/500 m off it when my time was up and as I had started off slowly for my first two km I found I was faster and quite comfortable on the last three.
I knew Coach Bennett was my kind of guy within the first five minutes as he was telling me that my pace should be slow 👌😂 we are going to get on ! Loved the app and will use again , very motivational and I listened to coach Bennett rather than ‘wonder’ about the run itself.
The last 500m felt quite tough , I thought I was huffing and puffing and probably very 🍅🍅faced . ( which I really hate and stops me enjoying running ) .
When I got home I wasn’t red in the cheeks at all and when I looked at stats my heart rate was fine . I think sometimes we are so self conscious of everything that it’s magnified , breathing is just the sound of your breathing ,, beats of your heart are just you hearing it because you are so focused on absolutely everything .
Anyway once home I felt great and today I’m feeling glad I did the run , every run you do raises confidence to do the next one ( unless it’s not a good one , but even then you want to run again and make the next one better )
I’m glad I was spontaneous with yesterday’s run , I want a running routine but I don’t want it to be routine if that makes sense ?
I want to keep motivated to keep doing this running thing 🏃🏻♀️😂