Fear not - most of us here on the lofty hights of being a bit longer in the running shoes than you (😉) felt just the same so, like the running itself, "if we were able to do it, so can you"
However, if you still are a bit shy - I came up with an idea a couple of weeks ago that may help you. (I have a couple of medals in a drawer somewhere for "Bravery" but I was dying a thousand deaths my first few weeks running if anyone saw me so it really is an internal thing and may anyone who is who is ignorant to a runner die of fat-laden,lung-ossified, chartreuse-veined Nonrunners Ignoranti Syndrome 😂 )
Anyway - considering that anyone who sees you actually has no clue how far you have run on your route, or how far you are going to run on your route....
Get a tee-shirt made that says something like "Sahara Desert Death Race 2013 ". And keep in mind that we really ARE running in a most impressive way given our personal -
circumstances/handicaps/environments/cultures/genetics (and that's a biggie - Mo Farrah works damn hard, but also was born with the potential to run fast and long remember 🤔 ).
Being a Runner you are awesome already, make no mistake - and I bet that you will quickly realise that "outside" and won't need the tee shirt for too long
Wishing you all the many happy miles us "could never run" lot enjoy - they are out there awaiting you also ☺