I was due to start week 4 today, but my glands are swollen and I feel like I've swallowed a ping pong ball I've been saying all day that I'm going to go anyway, even though it's been raining - yet my brother and hubby have pointed out it's not very wise and running like this in this weather will probably cause more damage. I can't afford to get sick as I've got 3 little ones to look after.
I'm totally gutted.
I know they're right. I'm now aching all over and feeling lousy in general, but I just can't help feeling like a failure.