Today was tough, i underestimated how much of a difference 3 extra minutes would make. And I'm a tad annoyed at Laura for chiming in after 10 mins to tell me I'd only done 10 mins, when last week she was only talking at the 5min mark, halfway point and minutes before the end. When she started today I was poised to feel elated that I was halfway through but no there was another long 18 mins to drag myself through. It was blustery and although sunny actually only 6 degrees, though I soon warmed up. I got through though and kept going, slowly to start and then just settled to my pace. Why do some runs feel easy and some are a complete drag? My friend who is running her marathon next week (she's fairly experienced!) says she gets runs like this too, and both her and I can't work out the magic formula for a great run.
I started to think about how my body was feeling, which is a tip I learnt on this forum, to keep you going when the mind gremlins are out in force. I do a tick list. Legs, how you doing? Alright, great. Heel hitting the ground first - yep. Ankles straight and not slobbing about- good. well what about breathing, yes I'm still breathing, and it's isnt tight. Head, not bobbing around too much? Nope, good. and what about those arms and shoulders? Well today they were solid, tight, like the tin man. I tried to drop my shoulders, but I couldn't loosen them at all. And my arms were stiff as well. Then I started to think ....what are your arms meant to be doing. I've the feet well covered but no idea where my arms should actually be. Am I getting this bit right, I'm sure someone on here will know what to do with your arms. Anyway I finished my run, and got home for some breakfast of smoked salmon with cream cheese on a bagel, and I even brought the husband breakfast in bed. He says he's going to start this program, well he's threatened it a few times now. He's amazed at my progress, and I'd be glad to have him, really. Though I do like my internal chats to myself just as much!! 😜