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My husband passed away an hour ago

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Sepsur

I’m so sorry

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I’m so very sorry to hear this Nikki. It was clear from your posts that you could see this coming and sadly, no amount of best wishes can help sometimes.

I hope you have support and love around you.

Newdawn

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Panz

I am just so very sorry to hear this and I know your world has collapsed just know our community cares and we are here for you. This is never easy no matter much you you think you know it could happen. I hope you have family and friends you can lean on for much needed support.

God Bless You and thank you for sharing!

Panz🙏👍😊❤️🌴

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😮‍💨

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mrsjsmith

Nikki I am so sorry it was so quick. My sympathies.

Colette x

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Fruitbat13

I am really sorry. I am so sad for you 😔.

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Takingchances

So very sorry Nikki ,sending you lots of love ❤️

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MistyMountainHop

I'm very sorry to hear that Nikki🤍

I wish you strength in this time of sadness🌻

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Txkate

So very sorry to read this heartbreaking news! Loving hugs and support for you and your family!💞

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Nikkij81

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Im so sorry, I will be thinking of you, Love Anne uk

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New-bee-cell

So sorry to hear of you loss. Thinking of you.

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HelloCLL

My deepest sympathy for the loss of your beloved husband.

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EugeneL2

I am so sorry for your loss. My deepest condolences to you and your family.

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ANewMe2024

I am so sorry for your loss. Sending you strength at this difficult time.

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Maya2007

Very sorry for your loss.🤍

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studebaker

Nikki I am adding my condolences to the previous posts. Very sorry for your loss and the pain you and your family are going through

Sending you a hugest hugs 🤗🤗🤗🤗

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Sanders9

Nikki I am so sorry for your loss. There are no words to make it hurt less. All I can say is you and your family are in my thoughts

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Homebody123

So sorry for your loss

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Pearlpink

I’m so so sorry. X devastating. All my love to you all xxxx

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Shrink

so so sorry.

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SofiaDeo

So sorry to hear about your loss.

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Ghounds

I'm so very sorry. I hope you have family and friends to support you.

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Schubert1870

I'm extending my condolences to you and your family at this very difficult time .

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Justasheet1

Nik,

My condolences to you and your family. May he be at peace.

Jeff

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Bubnojay

So so sorry Nikki, the only comfort is that his battle is done, no more pain, no more fears, thinking of you, and hoping you feel the love from the community.

Bubnojay

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GMa27

I lost my hubby last year to another type of cancer. I know how u feel. Nothing anyone says will help however look at the love ur getting on here. Sending you hugs & prayers.

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Walkingtall62

My heart goes out to you. When you feel up to it, take a little solace from all your friends in this site. It may be a while before you are able to. Please accept a ‘virtual’ hug

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Jooby59

So very sorry to read this. Sending my condolences. x

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nikki

I am so sorry to learn about all this hardship and then pssing

It's heartbreaking

May God bless and comfort you and your

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DebKat999

Nikki I just got the chance to see this now, and I am so very sorry for your heartbreaking loss. You and your family are in my thoughts as I send you all my wishes for strength and comfort during this most difficult time.

Debbie x

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Thank you so much

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cjc1

So very sorry.

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bkoffmanCLL CURE Hero

So sorry.

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1ofakind

so sorry ! There are no words of comfort that can help at this sad time -

Just hope that in time you will be able to remember the good times you had together and that those good memories will easy the pain of his loss a bit -

Take care of yourself -

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So sorry. Sending love and prayers for you.

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RomildaG

i am so sorry

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Nikkij81

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NooNoo14

so sorry to read your sadness. Take care.

Netty x

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Stavrou1

Niki , How awful , so very sad . Life is unkind... thinking of you All . Condolences.

🫂. ❤️

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VikPa

So sorry for your loss. Take care.

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opal11uk

Sending my sincere condolences for your sad loss, please know we are all thinking of you x

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bubbasamdog

I am so sorry. I have lost a spouse and know how VERY difficult that can be. I will pray for you.

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C180ji

So sad Nikki 🥲, sending my sincere condolences 💗

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mickimauser11

I m so very sorry

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JEEA

Oh dear Nikki. Just woke up to this sad sad news. He had you with him to support and care for him. Sending deepest condolences to you and your family.

Do let us know how you are managing in the days ahead. It is such early days now. Eleanor

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Thursday45

So very sorry. It’s hard to find any words that help. Sending love and comfort.

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School3

so sorry Nikki. My thoughts and prayers are with you at this sad time. 🙏🙏

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Milla15

Terrible news. Sending enormous hugs and thinking of you and your family 💔

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Mtk1

So sorry Nikki.

Dave x

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Aerobobcat

So sorry to learn of your loss and trust that you have all the support you need at this difficult time.

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LeoPa

My sincere condolences...

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roszika

Sorry to hear . Condolences from me in Aus

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very

Nikki ,I'm sorry sending you a big hug.

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Our thoughts are with you. So sorry to see this.

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Spinlover

I am so sorry for your loss,😢x

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kasren

may his memory forever be a blessing to you and yours.

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Fallain

He’ll be in your thoughts forever - thinking of your sadness - in tears

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Teresa252

Sincere sympathy to you, your family and friends at this very difficult time. Take care of yourself and accept any offers of help given.

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Veebeegeebee

May the love of your God be with you at this sad time.

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terryI_uk

So sorry to hear this has happened so soon, condolences to you and your family, God bless, Terry

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Altindal22

So sorry to hear your sad news May god rest his soul and keep you protected 🙏

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Givemestrength23

I’m so sorry for your loss, sending lots of love to you and your family xxxx

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wiganfan

So sorry, condolences to you and your family

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ladyscream

So sorry to hear this sad news,Sending my condolence to you and your family.

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KittyK44

Thinking of you at this sad time

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Fran57

Thinking of you Nikki.

Fran 😔

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Angie4now

My deepest condolences! 🙏🤗🙏

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Adlucy

I am so so sad for you Nikki. You must be devestated. Sending you my very best wishes.

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Lady_Lymington

I’m so sorry for your sad loss. In my thoughts and prayers at this dreadful time.

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BriarGirl

I’m so sorry and send my condolences to you and your family. I hope you are surrounded by family and friends to help you through this difficult time.

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Healing2023

sorry sad to read this Nikki, I know this doesn’t ease your pain at the moment as I lost my husband almost 6 weeks ago to a leukaemia called TPLL.

Sending you prayers and strength and I know he will be at peace knowing you were there for him. I wish you all well during this time and do what you have to do to look after yourself. You are not alone even if it feels like it at the moment.🙏🏻

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ReneeSusan

Nikki, so very sorry for the loss of your hubby. I pray that you are surrounded and comforted by loving family and friends at this time.

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PaulaRichmond

I am very sorry for the loss of your husband. I just prayed for you as you grieve the loss of him.

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croakerUK

Those of us who have lost a spouse know what you are going through now and in the future. I send my sincere condolences and hope you have plenty of close family and friends for support.

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Ysabeau

Grief is the price you pay for love. So very very sorry for your loss.

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Muddywater

So sorry.

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nvp815

I am so very sorry to read of the passing of your husband. Sending you prayers for strength at this most difficult time.

Nan

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Cindi73

So sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

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spi3

So so sorry for your loss - you are all on my prayers 🙏

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thompsonellen2

Very sorry for you loss. I'll be thinking of you. xo

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Cheers2you

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

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Smakwater

Love and Prayers Nikkij81

JM

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Wiganmc

So sorry for your families loss 🙏🙏

My condolences through this very difficult time.🙏Sally

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Raglan

So sorry to hear this. Sincere condolences to you and your family💐

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Pin57

Major condolences, sorry to read of your loss.

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Sues44

I am so sorry. Sending prayers of comfort for you and your family. :(

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Samm22

I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved husband. Wishing you strength during this difficult time. 🙏🏽😔

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BeckyLUSA

So, so sorry for your devastating loss. Wishing you and your family peace to bring comfort, courage to face the days ahead and lots of good memories to hold in your heart forever. Hugs and prayers.

BeckyL USA

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CaptRon1976

very sad news

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Crosstrek

So sorry to hear about the loss of your husband. I can't even imagine what you both went through. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

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Sleep85

So sorry for your loss. 🙏🏻

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scarolinagirl

😢

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Donnamccll

Nikki, so very sorry for your loss. You will be in my prayers.

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Floxxy

How very sad. I am so desperately sorry for you. Sending you love and hugs. Xx

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Davemich

I am so very sorry 😢 my sincere condolences to you and your family - sending love and hugs during this very difficult time ♥️♥️♥️

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Panz

Nikki, just see how much the community cares and are in your corner. You keep hanging tough as these are very rough days but you will make it. Much love 💕 and many prayers,

XO XO XO

Panz 🙏👍😊❤️🌴🥵☔️🇺🇸

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Kam73

I am so sorry.

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popys

So sorry, sending love to you and your family at this sad time xx

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I am sorry to hear about your loss. I am sending you a hug. 💜

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I'm so sorry, sending my sincere condolences. I hope you have people who love you around you. x

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bennevisplace

At this time words are not enough. But I hope you can feel the support that's here for you, and will be whenever you need it.

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CoachVera55

I literally stop breathing when I read this. I am so so sorry for your loss. No more suffering, please remember the good times & know that he is at peace now 🙏🏾

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Poodle2

Nikki, I'm so sorry to read this. It's heartbreaking. Thinking about you and your family at this sad time. ❤️

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GLB55

My sincerest condolences through this very difficult time. Sending prayers of peace and comfort to you and your family

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Miggins60

So sorry to hear this sad news. M

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DoriZett

Deepest condolences to you and your family, Nikki. May you find peace in all you did - first help try and heal him, and then to make him comfortable as possible. Please know how much we all support you at this difficult time.

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Teddo

I want to add my condolences to the thoughts and sympathies of this forum.

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Big_Dee

Hello Nikkij81

I send my prayers to you and your family in this, your hour of need. Blessings.

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Peacock23

So sorry for your loss. Sending you healing prayers 🙏

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Tucano

Hi Nikki. So sorry for your loss. My condolences to You and family. It is hard for those of us to stay behind and feel the loss. May the Angels and the universe bring you comfort and peace🙏🙏🌷

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sun_flower

I am so sorry for your loss xx.*

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MariaFernandez

So sorry for your loss

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Denisguay

Sorrry.

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Thundercat2

Extending my condolences as well. We all feel deeply the pain of our friends on this site.

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rafew

I am so very sorry for your loss. You're in my prayers for peace.

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SueTG

Hoping life has left you with memories that will sustain you and bring you peace. So sorry for your loss Nikki

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JerrysGirl3

I am so sorry for your loss. Wishing you sweet memories and peace in your soul 😢💔

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Vlaminck

Hang in there. If you are like me, you may feel some numbness for a bit which helps you attend to what you must.

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Bramleys

I am so sorry.

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marge9mid

So very very sorry. My heart goes out to you.

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Braveheart19

Nikki I’m so very sorry for your loss x . Sending love and light!

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ddb25

So sorry, deepest condolences.

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BobbyFour

I am so sorry for your loss Nikki ❤️

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Suzi_

so sorry to hear that! May God rest his soul in peace.

From USA

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Elizabetha

Nikki, I am so very sorry to hear this. I hope that you have family and friends who can help you through this awful loss. Thinking of you xxx

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QuiltingGrandma

I’m so sorry for your loss. Thoughts and prayers are sent your way.🙏🏼💕🙏🏼

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Edalv

I am so sorry for your loss. There are no words that can take away the grief. We will always be here for you…

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Peggy4

I’m so very sorry to hear this. You’re in my thoughts.

Peggy

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1230

So very sorry

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hopefulbunny

Only just picked up your post. So very sorry to hear about your sad news, my heartfelt sympathy to you and your family.

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hopefulbunny

Only just picked up your post. So very sorry to hear about your sad news, my heartfelt sympathy to you and your family.

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Mansonia

I’m so sorry to hear this, my thoughts are with you

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Fowey2009

So very sorry to hear that. Please accept my condolences.

Beryl

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MGirl-Aust

I’m very sorry for your loss of your beloved husband Nikki, sending my condolences and love to you and your family 🧡

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Beattiem-UK

I am so very sorry to hear this Nikki. I hope that you have many friends and family around you to help you through.

Sending you love

Beattie

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NaturalWaze

Nikki, I am so sorry to hear this sad news. Sending my heartfelt condolences to you and your family at this difficult time.

NW

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Wonderwoman23

I am so sorry to hear of your loss. It is truly heartbreaking . I pray in time you will have peace and comfort . No one can prepare you for such a loss, and there is nothing anyone can say or do that eases the pain regardless of our best and heartfelt attempts to do so.. I do hope it brings you some comfort though to know how much others care and that we are all here for you anytime you need a kind word and encouragement. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

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Basil01

Dear Nikki, I'm really sad to hear this news and how suddenly it all occurred. I hope you have the love and support you need to get through this. We're all thinking of you and your husband at this difficult time. X

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attarintiki

I am very sorry to hear about the demise of your husband. May God bless his soul and grant him peace.

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Dinasantos

so sorry for your loss!😞🙏🙏🙏

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bayside64

I am so sorry to hear this. May his memory be for a blessing.

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Alex830

so sorry to read this sad news. Wishing you and your family strength and comfort in the coming weeks.

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Skimom

Nikki,I am so sorry! I am sending you hugs .

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WinJ3

Sorry for your loss🙏🏽

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newyork917

I am sorry for your loss. My heart & prays arw with your family.

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Kiwi77

So sorry Nikki sending love to you and your Family.

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jonathan7176

Bless you - I'm very sorry to hear that.

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Detail

So sorry to hear this. Thoughts are with you and your family Nikki X

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Wendt

So sorry to hear this Nikki. My deepest condolences to you, your family and friends

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Silvafoxe

Soncerest condolences to you and family.

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So sorry to hear this Nikki. My heart is breaking for you. GDF

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