Hi all
I wondered if you would be so kind to offer your thoughts/guidance/advice.
My mum was diagnosed with MBL in January this year . We seem to have been lucky as our haematologist thought there was a low chance of progression to CLL. He’s actually discharged her with a suggestion for annual bloods
Fast forward 7 months and my mum has had bloods for gout. Likely will include a full blood count, kidney function and urate level. She’s had a letter this weekend saying they’d like a repeat in 2-4 weeks.
Now the logical part of my mind is thinking it could be a variety of things. It could be nothing to do with mbl. Her white cell count might have gone up but again- this could be gout. She is well. If there was anything major I would have expected her GP to call to check she has no b symptoms and is well etc
The other side of my brain is frantic. What if her lymphocyte count has doubled? What if her haemoglobin or platelet count has dropped and it’s progressed to richter’s.
My mum is very calm about all this, very circumspect feeling that she can’t change the outcome and again, it might be nothing or even urate level related. It makes me feel very selfish that I’m the one in a state but I honestly don’t know how to cope with this level of anxiety and uncertainty.
Thank you all so much for taking the team to read this. I’d appreciate any wisdom on this.
Elsie