I was a little disappointed to be told yesterday, following a staging scan, that I would benefit from having the planned 6 FCR cycles event though my enlarged lymph nodes are more than 60% gone after 3 cycles. However, I do understand that this will hopefully put me into a longer remission. My husband has been my rock throughout this whole ordeal, but he shocked and upset me today when he told me that I seem to have it on my mind 24 hours a day, & that I am speaking about it far too much. I told him in no uncertain terms that yes, it is definitely on my mind 24 hours a day, and if I can't speak to him, who can I speak to. I now feel as though I have to think before I speak - and I'll definitely be trying not to talk to him about it. Am I being unfair to want to be able to speak my mind to the person I'm closest to ? And how can I stop myself thinking about it all the time ?