I am now a week away from round 6 FCR. It's been a journey and I have a great sense of wanting to be home now and in my own life again. However I keep breaking down and crying for no reason ... I think it's the relief that it's nearly done... That I've done it.. I've weathered the storm .
I went to the hospital yesterday for bloods... Still neutropenic (0.67) and they have a bell to ring at the end of a cycle... I saw it..looked and thought, " that's me next week!" No elation but just tears.. The nurse was fab.. hugs, motivational chat.. humour...
I'm finding it difficult to verbalise but .. wow... I'm surviving... I'm on the road towards better health and .. normal living. Actually it's overwhelming. I want a medal or certificate !!
To HU and my friends I have not yet met..@Bella bee especially . . All the volunteers... aussi Neil I love ya!... Thank you for journeying with me. xxx
To make you laugh . my husband thinks I am batting for the other team and that BellaBee10 and I are having an affair... via Hu / WhatsApp. She makes me laugh so much!
Watch this space . .You might all be invited to a wedding!