Hi everyone am I on my own or is it common for us to be unable to complete household tasks or have a normal social life.
Recently, I find myself struggling with even the basic things. I was able to come through my whole house in a couple of hours cleaning and have energy left over. This was as well as hold a full time job down that included travelling a lot.
I am so frustrated at myself because I can't what I used to.
I also have the odd giggle at my situation. I remember that I used to giggle with my nan when she would do something then have to sit down and rest between. She used to say that I will understand when I get older. Well don't know about older lol. I laugh at myself now, when I do something then have to sit down and rest between, I do understand her now lol.
Its these little things that mean a lot when we are having a particular bad day. I have redefined my bad days, I don't call them bad now, they are my WTF days.
When I am struggling I say WTF alley, come on girl, just a bit further, and I just giggle. Its a good job my fella understands a little of what I am going through.
On a serious note though, I feel that things are much worse for me than they were 6 months ago, even 6 weeks ago. I am not 100 percent sure of why I feel so bad lately. Yes I have had my medication switched by the consultant. I am on mycophenolate and budesonide and ursodioxychloric acid, I have the overlap, but I don't feel at all well, I am struggling. I just would like to know if anyone else is in the same boat.
I wonder if the consultant is actually telling me everything..
Take care and be well xx