Hey I feel a need to share this as I see on here almost daily people talking about drinking.
First of all I was a heavy drinker for over 40 years but always worked and looked after myself. and never even thought that I may be an alcoholic, but I lost everything a few times but still carried on drinking and blaming the world for my problems. I stopped drinking 8 years ago now and go to AA several times a week it saved my life. after I was released from prison through my drinking. They are not God squad or a cult and its FREE . you will meet other people just like you and you would be surprised how many times somebody has done what you did and thought you were the only one. I tried to stop drinking for years but could not, this works believe me I was in denial for years.
Now I have Liver Cirrhosis just recently diagnosed and am still gutted to here this. I also had Hep C and was treated and its gone now. If I had not gone for Hep C treatment I would never had known my liver is knackered now plus other health problems due to drinking. If you think you have a drink problem then you have.
Alcoholics Anonymous have a website where you can access you local meetings.
Give it a go if nothing else. Nic.