I ran 6k yesterday but it’s been a weird day and I was in need of a stress buster this afternoon. I’d done enough of week 3 so I moved on to week 4. As a change, I decided to do all the runs in order, until I saw that day 1 was “30 minute finish lines”. I really like those ones but I’ve got to be in the mood for it. Next up was “Fear Less 5k” which sounded much more appealing.
Compared with yesterday, I got a lot more things right. I was dressed perfectly (which NEVER happens!). The weather was perfect. Cold but beautifully bright and the first crocuses of the year were blooming. I’d had a sensible lunch at a sensible time. I started with a mile walk for a garmin badge I’m trying to earn which even gave me a much better chance to warm up than usual.
This really was a good run. It’s one where Coach B has a dictionary and is not afraid to use it, but it was all chat about things that resonated with me. The difference between fear and excitement being blurry. Confidence being our own belief in our abilities rather than just the ability to do it. Fear being an opportunity to show bravery. It really was just what I wanted today.
The actual run was just a joy. One of the things I identified as a fear of mine is being too slow. Too slow for who I don’t know. Nobody will know my pace unless I tell them because I’m not on strava for exactly that reason. There have been times where I’ve overcome this worry but it does sneak back. Today I really embraced the “I do not care how fast I’m running” and it was great. So great I’ll tell you that my first mile took 12’42 and I’m proud of that. The whole run covered 5k in almost exactly the same time I ran 6k yesterday but it felt wonderful, Two of those runs in two days!!
It’s been a while since. I’ve thought of 5k as an easy distance to run and today it really did feel easy. It’s amazing how a bit of consistency suddenly pays off. Bring on 8k later this week!
Anyone else tried this run yet? I’d love to hear your thoughts!