I'm a 15 year old girl, I was due on 3 days ago (which I know isn't that bad but bare with me) I've been diagnosed with Panic Anxiety and getting advice on websites such as this will help settle my nerves.
Me and my ex boyfriend, who broke up with me 2 days ago, quite often had oral/sexual contact but I am still virgin! I know it's very rare that this can happen but I also know it can happen. I know he had pre-cum on his hand when he entered me (I'm trying to not be graphic) and I know that pre-cum is to wash away anything left in the penis before he ejaculates which means there could be sperm there (which is how people have become pregnant before)
He has only ever entered me with the possibility of having pre-cum on his hands once. I have to add I have PTSD from a previous sexual encounter which is why I pay so much attention to what's going on.
I have had a pregnancy scare before, which I know make sure me sound careless but again I have panic anxiety and things like this make my anxiety levels shoot. This is because I so desperately want to be a mother but I know at my age and with all the mental disorders I have (including some which affect my physical health) I would either not be able to care for the baby, the baby could die because I'm not providing enough for it while it develops inside of me, or I would die.
I'm so terrified that I am, I have irregular cycles (30-54 days) and can't have the combined contraceptive pill with the 7 day break because every single one I've been prescribed with has made me extremely ill because of my already very high oestrogen levels. I can usually time roughly when my period will start because I get cramps for 6/5 days leading up to it, but I haven't had that. I know I could be being the most stupid person in the world. However, considering I do have pregnancy tests already should I take one/two just in case and to be sure.
I need to also add that a short time ago I was borderline anorexic and my period did stop for a while and this might be the case again. But I need someone older to tell me because I can't go to my mum about these things.
My symptoms so far - insomnia, weird tastes in my mouth, constant tiredness, headaches, weakness.