Hi. I found out I was pregnant a few weeks ago and I know in my heart from I found out that I cannot cope with having another baby. I am not looking to be judged as I'm a grown adult who knows this decision is the right one (even though I feel it's my fault I'm in this position). Failed contraception and I have mental health issues and I'm single so don't feel I could have a baby.
I've waited a week and a half for an intitial appointment at Sandyford clinic and its tomorrow morning. I'm really scared as I'm over 8 weeks and want this over with ASAP. Does anyone have any idea how long I will have to wait to be booked in for hospital app for the first pill? I would opt for surgical if I knew they could do it soon but I have no idea what kind of timescale. Is there a certain amount of time this has to be done in? I just don't want the pregnancy to keep progressing further and some days I have suicidql thoughts. I'm scared to tell them this incase they think I can't look after my 4 year old I already have/ it's just a bad time for me and I have heard stories that sometimes they make you wait long incase you change your mind but I know I won't and I feel I've waited long enough xx