Hi, im looking for some avice as i am so confussed about what to do in my situation.
I found out about 4 weeks ago i was pregnant, i am now 10 weeks pregnant. It wasnt planned as i was on the implant.
I dont have a good relationship at all. We have alot of arguments and he is heavily into drugs and no matter what i say or do i cant make him change and come off them. He becomes very agressive (not physically) but very angry the next day afer having them which always results into a massive arugment.
I wasnt prepared one bit for a baby as im only 22 and i want to do so much more ith my life. I want to progress further in my profession and also see the world, so as you can imagine i was abit disheartened when i got the news i was pregnant as these ambitions of mine will now be put to a holt.
I dont want to get rid off my baby as i have already had a abortion when i was 19 years of age and i still think about it to this day and it upsets me, but i know if i stay with the farther of my baby and have this baby then my life will always be full of sadness tears and arguments. If i leave the father then that will make me a single mum before ive even given birth. I know people do very well being single parents but i just dont think i can deal with it. I really really would like some help and someone to talk to as i dont have anyone i can confined in
Thank you x