I have had an absolute horrible time this year. I have been with my boyfriend for over 2 years and I fell pregnant I'm April. At first I was chuffed because I have always wanted to be a mum and my boyfriend already has a daughter from a previous relationship and figured we could be one happy family. Unfortunately it wasn't the right time. My boyfriend had a very bad experience with his ex which has left him in a bad state of trusting people and also I had just finished uni and we both have no money and we pretty much homeless. I ended up being bullied into termination which has mentally scarred me for life. It's been three months and I still cry but I knew it wasn't the right time for anyone. I regret it so much and wish I didn't care what other people think but I was bullied into thinking I would raise a baby by myself and homeless from my family and his. Anyway a few months have passed and I've been on the pill, taking it correctly and I'm 90% positive I'm pregnant again! I'm having the exact same symptoms as last time and I also fell pregnant on the pill last time. I know 100% I will never put myself though what I went through if I am but what should I do???? My boyfriend threatened to leave me last time of o kept the Baby because of his last relationship screwed him over (he's not even on the birth certificate of his daughter) and we are madly in love and I want to spend the rest of my life with him, and he does with me too. His daughter loves me as well and would love to be a big sister. I'm just worried. We've got a house now but live with his brother and girlfriend and we don't have much money but I can't go through that trauma again. Please help x
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