Hi everyone!

[chloe40]

How's your week been?

Have you managed to have a break from everyday life?

Chloe <3

[Caza]

I haven’t had a great week. Met up with two friends for coffee, recent friends who don’t know anything about me. They talked non stop about their daughter’s & grandchildren. Why shouldn’t they but it got to me. Tried hard to keep it together by 7 I gave in went to bed with my music & sobbed myself to sleep.Saturday I went to see a show with a mother two daughters & granddaughter it was lovely of them to ask me to join them but I felt a bit like a spare part. They are so incredibly close & I once had that. I know & am grateful that I’ve explained such happiness but want it back.

Sorry not a great week. Trying hard to get back on track x

[Caza in reply to Caza]

Experienced not explained 😡

[chloe40 Administrator in reply to Caza]

Oh Caza, that's dreadfully upsetting for you <3I imagine this situation could crop up again in the future and I wish I could say something to prepare you for it. I'm wondering if you find yourself in company that you feel comfortable with, would you feel able to discuss your loss, if the time and situation is right? It may help.

Sending love

Chloe

[Caza]

Yes I know I should but here where we now live folk just know us by our names. We’re no longer the couple who lost their daughter in horrific circumstances. Back when it all happened people just wanted the gory details, which I’ve never ever been able to talk about. My beautiful caring daughter was lost in the horror. I guess it’s the nature of folk. Anyway since we’ve moved it’s easier to say nothing 🤐. Plus it’s a real conversation stopper. Just low atm I’ll get back on track soon x

[chloe40 Administrator in reply to Caza]

Of course, I understand Caza, anyway, you shouldn't need to discuss it with anyone, it's a very private concern <3

Maybe there is someone else here who is going through the same heart ache as you and may be able to offer something that will lift your heart dear Caza <3